" love vs hate "




what would you do if i said i still loved you ?
after everything the both of us have been through
i’m caught in the middle of what’s right and wrong
but this feeling for you is lasting too long
i don’t want to love you ; i don’t want to care
i don’t want to stay awake wishing you were there
for too long , i’ve tried to kill this all away
hoping that it’d go and never come back to stay
i got rid of part of it – the other still remains
and this pathetic part of me is driving me insane
and i knew back then that you would never love me too
and now that i’m supposed to hate you , i’m still in love with you
so tell me please , what it is that i have to do
i can’t get you off of my mind or out of my heart
it’s unfortunately been like this from the start
within these cold weeks that we’ve been apart
no one was able to hear the sound of my broken heart
and i’d love nothing more than to give it up to you
but the damage of it runs right through
so now i’m left to figure out what to feel
hoping that i can undo what is final and real


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